Awkward and Awesome

lunch.

Awkward
- Trying on my bathing suit in January, only to see that I'm much thinner than I was in the summer (why?!), but still have a lot of work to do in the tanning department.
- Singing along to a song in the car like you're on American Idol, then feeling leering eyes on you from the car next to you. Just look at them and keep going.
- When I part my hair down the middle and realize I have an almost-mullet. Dream come true.
- Going to the dentist to get a cavity filled, then having a nervous breakdown for fifteen minutes. Your choices are to drill into the cavity without being numbed, or get numbed with three huge shots in your face. Not really liking my options, here, doc.

Awesome
- That feeling of completing an assignment before you are scrambling and rushing. And then being done.
- Thinking about summer already! Hey, it's 74 degrees today. Summer's on the mind.
- Sleeping in until 9:20 on a Wednesday because I don't have to go to the nursing home today. Waking up to sunshine instead of raindrops.
- The fact that Conrad volunteered to take some of the household responsibility off my hands while I'm finishing school. Yes, dear, of course I'll let you take over grocery shopping and doing dishes until July.